Dear Diary: A Post About Perplexity And Propitiation.

Ben picked me up for my new job at Kohls last night at around 11:30. It was something of a pleasant surprise to find out he had been diligently waiting for me, since about 10:50, in the parking lot. I had left the building and stood outside the door and he immediately pulled out from his parking space and started heading towards me, but I stopped him and came to his car. I got in, and I noticed that there was a bottle of apple juice in a Nantucket Nectars bottle which we usually get from Chipotles, and with there being a Chipotles around the corner I asked him if he got anything for me, which, surprisingly, he did! I got me a carnita burrito, corn and tomato salsa, lettuce, pinto beans, no dairy. I was so amazed he remembered. And then when we got home, he was like, extremely nice, and didn't try to get me to eat with him... So I went and watched cartoons. =D This morning he woke me up by rubbing my nipples, and kissing on my neck and ears. He got me so horny, I rolled over and took off my shirt and bra, and made him suck on my tits. Somehow we wound up with him on top, and he moved me to take off my underwear, and I thought he was just going to rub me, but, he moved between my legs and started eating me out very thoroughly. I really really wanted to orgasm, and he was on me for about fifteen minutes before I was so sore I had to say stop. He then proceeded to maneuver himself to fuck me, even though he was soft, but he managed to get it up again by rubbing it for two or three seconds, and he mounted me, and it was at that point that I wished Nick was as good as Ben with foreplay, and that Ben had Nicks awesome penis. I would be so cool with either one. Preferably Ben with Nick's penis. To be honest, Nick is just a play thing to me. I see him as a friend and a fuck buddy, but I could and would never be really romantically involved with him.

Which reminds me of what I said about Tuesday to Nick. I had told Nick today I would see if we could hang on Tuesday. I didn't say hang, I just said I wanted to get my handcuffs. I wonder if I should fuck him on Tuesday. He's probably expecting it.
Le sigh, for I will finish this tomorrow.