Saturday, January 07, 2006

Woah, I'm Horny!

Your sin has been measured. You have committed many sins, but Lust is the mortal sin that has done you in. Just below, discover your full sinful breakdown and learn what it is about you that codemns you to hell.
Greed:Medium
Gluttony:Low
Wrath:Medium
Sloth:Low
Envy:Low
Lust:Very High
Pride:Medium


The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Am I a people person? (silent_graves)

Idk. What does everyone else think......

Hannah says 'yes'

Mr. Wright says 'yes, to me. But you are with everyone you like.'

I guess he's 'wright' (tehehe), but sometimes I don't even like my friends or acquaintances. I only use most of them for stuff, i.e. money, food, CD's. There's only like 3 people max that I like truly, that's you, me and Taylor. I means there's other people I'm tight with, but I don't hang out with them as much. I also like Xandra, Brittany, Katie, Kate, Corey, Canaan, Kairi, Hannah and Ursula, but I'm talking about like a bunch of others too (a bunch is more than ten, so its a lot).

I guess I don't really understand how I can flux from hating someone and being totally okay w/them the next minute. Its motherfucking confusing. I can be with anyone and someone will pass by and immediately ill pass judgment before them. Sometimes I just wont give a fuck. Other times I want them to fix themselves so I wont have to ponder "What were they thinking?" there's times when I really do wish I was apathetic(without emotion, I wouldn't feel a thing). But then where would my love for you go......

I also wish I was god, so what else is there for one to do when one has all the power of a world? I could kill people or help them. I could know everything that was going on in the would within a heart beat. I'd be able to see inside of other peoples heads. But what good would it do me if I knew everything there was to know? Life would hold no meaning with me if I could do everything I wanted. I'd wind up going back to limiting myself or giving those around me powers equal to mine.

I understand how you tell me to use my good grades to get ahead in life but I don't like to think about the future it makes me think ahead and I know what ever I think of usually comes true. I really appriciate how nice you were to me wednesday afternoon. I liked how you didnt push me to tell you what was wrong, even though you could have just totally ignored me.