Dear Diary: A Post About Frustration And Ignorance.

So I keep trying to get into contact with Nick. I last messaged him , and I don't understand why it's been that he's been off line for so long. I called him earlier today and he didn't pick up.
The possible reasons that I can come up with are these:

I scared him off because I'm being too affectionate, and he's starting to like me too much, because he still wants to be with Kristina.

He realized that I'm just not fun, and not worth just having sex with, so he's decided to break off contact.

He got into a fight with his parents and got kicked out.

He got in trouble because his parents found out we had fucked in his house, and he got kicked out.

Nick strikes me as the passive aggressive type. Which is why all these reasons totally make sense to me. I got a message at 1 or 2 in the morning saying this:

[12:41] HaitiNick: [Offline IM sent 10h and 55m ago] hey, yea im actually not dead, or trying to avoid you, i kinda got myself kicked outta my house the other day lol, but im back now - i stayed at my cousins for a few days.

I actually woke up this morning, went to the bathroom and said out loud, "I wouldn't be surprised if his ass got himself into a fight with his parents." Now I want to know why he got into the fight. Nick being Nick, he'll try and be like, "Aw, we just got into this fight, man." It warms my heart to know that even though his chat was offline, he checked to see if there were any messages he may have missed from me. I remember when he was getting ready to leave from the bedroom, he leaned over the bed and said "I think I should leave now" and he kissed me goodbye. It was unnecessary, but cute. It's kinda like what Ben does in the morning. He woke me
up by kissing the underside of my wrist, which had been sticking out from under the blanket. I like it when Ben does little things like that. It makes it harder for me to get mad at him later on.
I was sitting on his computer last night going through the 4chan boards, and he yells from the bedroom, "Come to bed!" And I asked him, "Why do I need to go to bed now?" And he was like, "I don't know, just come to bed!" I think he was trying to say he wanted to cuddle. Lol, I yelled up at him that I'd come up under one condition. I didn't tell him that my one condition was if I could masturbate with out him touching me.