"Another cutter, Another freak,
Another dork, Another geek,
Another prep, Another jock,
Another whore, and more punk rock,
Another hater, Another "G",
Another scar they put on me.
Another label that happens to fall,
when no one knows the person at all."-anonymous

Wonder What?

Sometimes you make me sad, frustrated, angry, solemn, but when I finally get next to you, or you touch me, its like I want you so bad, it doesn't matter that you hurt me, or that I hurt you, I just want to love you, and have you love me back. You know what you do to me. And I know that you're damn proud of yourself that you can make me weak in the knees just by breathing on my ear, or rubbing me. Yes, I am happy with you, at moments of course, I do get angry. But I think about you almost all the time, and you never placed a comment on the poem I put on my blog. I was dashed.

'everytime I breath I think of you'

Its true. I can remember (faintly) how you taste, how you feel, how you smell, the sound of your voice, and when I finally do get close to you to experience it, I get scared and panic because I think 'It cant feel this good' and I know if I don't stop, I never will. I want to get lost in you every fucking day. There are times when I get so anxious, I feel like I'm gonna go insane from missing you, and then I have to try and think about something else, and then I think about the universe and I black out anyway.

I love the way you kiss me, sometimes its soft, and gentle. Sometimes you tease me, but then again, I tease you all the time so I deserve it. And the intense, wild kissing is my favorite; my mouth gets dry, my heart beats fast, and I'm short of breath. Those never fail to let me know you want me, and very badly, too.

i suck at tests.

You are the Gothic Leader; you tend to lead the pack and always allow giving out help to others. Although you seem to be a strong will you heart is easily swayed by that of the weak. You are a supernatural mother figure and you should stay that way, cause in a world of pain and suffering everyone needs one.

This is what you want.

You wrote it and its what you want. I'm quite surprised that you didn't try to talk to me 3rd period, that's okay, I guess that you've just accepted my proposal last night. I miss you already. but wont bring it up. if you want to talk to me you will. im sorry i hurt you.

Steal this album!

For Christmas I want new clothes, the korn CD, a pair of sexy boots, red lingerie and a long day of wild, crazy, frantic, blow-your-mind-from-pleasure, love making. Is that too much to ask for?
I only wish I had my own house.

There's no point to my life without you.

It lies to me,
The world I live in.
It tells me 'follow the rules,
Don't fight, give in'
I want to cave and bend and make my mind hollow
Without thought, and without want
But I have needs and dreams,
I have thoughts that cannot stop,
Cannot stop being, cannot stop existing!
So I smile and nod and pretend I'm not thinking
Pretend to give a damn about little things with no meaning,
I have no worth, almost no value to my life but for you,
I breath everytime I think of you when I'm asleep at night
I never want to let you go or have you leave me be
Everything is wrong in the world, only you are right.

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"You taste like fajitas. You are exotic and spicy. Only the bold can handle you, you little firecracker. You are delicious and your sizzling goodness can be heard and smelled all over the place."