three days straight youve said your tired but everyday we did that ---->
and yesterday, i did smoke pot. i admit it. theres just no reason to stay sober anyways. my life is shit regardless if i smoke or not. i just notice it more when im high. i dont fucking care anymore. ill never kill myself and ill never enjoy life, so im fucking stuck unless im killed by someone else.
life fucking blows. i really do enjoy being with you adrien but sometimes i just dont fucking know. i feel like all we really want from each other is sex. thats not what i really want; i want you to love me, i want to love you.
can we please not fight anymore than we have to?
