Friday, February 03, 2006

Why the fuck?!?!?
... I'll Kill You All, eventually

Does everyone ignore me when I say 'what’s up?'?

Is it some sort of conspiracy? > Group of people< "hey, lets ignore Rachael today", "okay, works for us!!"> Me < "hey guy's, what’s up?"> Group of people< *continues conversation between themselves* > me <"I said 'hey guys what’s up!?!?!"> Group of people <*cont to ignore me*> me< "what the fuck is w/u guy's????">

And that’s why I hate everyone but me

And my bed

And food

Food never ignores me

I love you, Adrien. When r u going to give me that punishment, eh? I miss having you with me so much. I don’t even see u most of the day any more. We are so hanging out this weekend.

Thursday, February 02, 2006

i think taylors new boytoy is hot!!!

uh, please refer to top line

okay so he is going to come over tomorrow. and he is going to be so bored and so will i.



i want ass!!!

Fuck Me, God Damn It! I Want Ass!!
im sorry i got bipolar yesterday and today. i cant help but feel so helpless and lost when i think about how different we are. i dont understand why i love you, but i fucking dont care anymore.

you're always talking about you'll never leave me or break up with me but how can i be totally comforted when you always say we have to work out our problems? if we keep having problems babe, wont you just give up one day???

Im afraid, Adrien. But you should know that, bcos we talked about it last nite.
I hate fear. I hate life. I hate your fucking mom.


I Hate You For Making Me Feel So Confused, Why?


I love you. Please dont leave me. Ive got too used to having someone who doesnt want to just be my friend. Its not just the mind blowing sex....... I like you, because you're wonderful, and caring, and controlling, even though i beat you up when i get pissed off. And because you like me, and dont try to change everything about me. i like being hyper. i like being depressed. i like being with you. even when im mad. im glad that u dont just walk away when i yell at you. im sorry.