My dad is continually pushing me to research stuff for college. I still have not recieved an acceptance letter. I'm a failure. And I'm going insane from him pestering me about it.
I just dont want to go to anyother college yet, I'm not ready!!!



I think I'm slipping, Adrien. I really want you but, I think I'm slipping. I'm going to do something wrong and you'll leave me. Why can't you just be more excitable in public??

All I was doing was having some fun and you were only in motion to ruin me from the time I started. I like you better when you're naked, you are much more relaxed; is it because were not in public when you're naked?

I've just recently decided to start using smilies cos im bored.

adrien i really enjoy being with (or belonging to) you and i hope that even tho i lust after you more than 'love' you (or thats how i feel) you are my first and i'm reluctant to give you up for more than one reason, bcos you treat me the way I like to be treated, you are fun to fuck around with, you are challenging, and you try your hardest to make me happy, emotionally and sexually, and besides i cant seem to find anyone who satisfys me in ways I need, I hope that i will always have your love, for even tho i cant wholly return the feeling i can sure as hell return the affection and care for you and help you, or w/e u need from me