Why am I not allowed to care?

'ooo yea it was wounderful, i'm ok with no taylor, as u wish darling, lol but remember those hands of urs, i'll have to tigh'em up hm hm love u '

Do you really mean it when you say 'love u'?!?
How do I know that you mean that? Ask you? You could be lying to me. How is it that someone incapable of emotions cares about me? Is that possible? The only way I know you care about me is that you still seek me out at school and hang with me.
Do you want me to stop caring, Adrien? That means that I am not allowed to love you, Adrien. I cant just stop loving you, Adrien. Im not apathetic to every one around me like you are, Adrien.
I want you in every imaginable way, Adrien. I still want you, right now, Adrien.
Just having you touch me turns me on. Im a slave for you. I'll do anything for you, Not almost anything, I will do whatever you want, whatever you need, whatever you have to have, anything.
Fuck you, and your 'almost anything'. Why can't you just comply?
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Shades of blue, Adrien, you're turning me shades of blue. I greatly dislike being sad. I can't not talk to you, 'cause I love you. Thats why when I said I wasn't going to talk to you, I still did. I can't stay angry for long. Its a wasted emotion.

I'm sorry if I made you angry.
I'll try to be a more heartless person.

i hope he dies.

I feel so wonderful being able to look at some one and think 'If they died I would be unaffected by their death'



apathy rocks.

i figure if you have a few close people you really care for deeply then you have less of a chance for them to be lost to you.


im smart.

Yesterday Was Amazing.

Seriously.
Next time no Taylor.
Just you, me, and a blanket. I was so warm. It felt so good.



Lets do it again soon.




You should hang out with jake this weekend. (just a suggestion.)

I got a single silver bullet
Shot right through my heart
To prove I can survive,
without you,
i'll breath you in
i won't let you down
i wont hold you back...
I know what scared you the most
beeing alone just like them...
at least you'll have my heart
you know you shine so bright
I love you untill the day I die

i dont know where u got it from or if u made it up, but i love it, i love you, ur so fucking sweet (i totally deserve u) i only wish i was with you now. u have to keep your word remember that u still owe me "anything" you cant take it back u already said it, i want to touch you and taste you and smell you on my skin, i cant wait until i can finally wake up one morning to see you sleeping next to me knowing that youre mine and im yours, and ill have you forever and ever, until i die, or u die but i sincerely hope that doesnt happen until we're old. just knowing that ur near me gives me a sence of security unsurpassed by any feeling ive ever known before you.
im so happy with you.
dont leave me, and i wont ever betray you, my baby.
i promise.

WHY CONDOMS COME IN BOXES OF 3, 6, AND 12

A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks,"What are these, Dad? To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms, son. Men use them to have safe sex.""Oh I see," replied the boy pensively. Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school."He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package? " The dad replies,"Those are for high school boys, ONE for Friday, ONE for Saturday, and ONE for Sunday." "Cool" says the boy.He notices a 6 pack and asks, "Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men," the dad answers, TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12 pack!With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for the married men. ONE for January, ONE for February, ONE for March....etc." Repost this titled "WHY CONDOMS COME IN BOXES OF 3, 6, AND 12" within the next 5 minutes and something great will happen to you at 11:43 otherwise you will have bad sexual relationships for the next 2 years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!