Yay college.

Well, not really. But I do like the cool computers they have.......
:/

bored again

I adopted another damn fetus. meet ninja fetus, my unborn child!

im so sorry

if there was anything more i could do to make it not work for us it would be to sleep with someone else. what is up with you, adrien? why r u being such an asshole? i mean god-fucking-damn-it, the stupid comment about me being hyper and if i will have sex with someone cos im bored? and the ignoring me when im on the phone with you? and oh, why was it so hard to shoot me a message when u saw i was on? u do it every other time, how was yesterday an exemption? youve got to talk to me and stuff adrien. what the hell am i fucking doing wrong???????

HIM - Wicked Game

ok so maybe i lied

I cant believe i actually got mad at that kid for calling me fat. idk y i even cared. Its pointless. I'll get over it soon. But i don't get why i am so mean lately. i think its cos I've been smoking too much. Its like ruining my body. i remember in the car spring break i had a mountain dew and i had to go to the bathroom every half hour. it was so annoying. So i got high today cos its 4/20 and idk understand why its a national stoner day, but I'm not too angry about it. I'm enjoying it. jojo wanted to get high at lunch and I'm all like 'well i cant help you with that, cos i don't have anything for you and your g/f is all anti weed so i don't think its a good idea.' but ill prolly get her high at lunch anyways. Christopher got a .42 for his gpa and he's saying to get him high and he so does not deserve it. i changed my background and scripted a message at the bottom of the browser so it says 'click refresh to see the background glow' its so awesome what you can do with computers. i miss having sex. i think i want to be a porn star if u break up with me. Just so i can still have sex. No need to marry some one, just get paid to have clean sex. i like that idea. i want you to tie me up so badly, i want you to hurt me, and dominate me. i would love to see you try to, anyways...... lol.

SOS!

i hate this i absolutely fucking hate this cos every fucking thing i say to my parents winds up them saying shut up and fucking bullshit i know im right they're wrong and they dont listen to me they just ignore me and im trying to not be mean and im trying to be tolerant and its not working i want to bite theyre heads off i want to run them through with rusty knives and i want to drip carbolic acids on their wounds, until they scream and beg for me to forgive them. i wont be surprised if they abandon me. its a two week walk from here to maryland. i want badly to die, to run or to drift into oblivion in a moments time. i am suffering their anger unjustifiably. it fills me with great anathema to hear them talk to me as if i am a child. adrien, i miss you too much. i need you so badly.

slept from 430 to 528

too nauseous to actually sit still, i almost barfed when i sat up straight, and my dad was yelling at me for stuff i cant remember now but i got to tell you. north carolina smells a whole lot cleaner than rockville, even if it is uglier.

i miss the sound of your voice wayyy to much and i'll probably wind up being forced to play 'go fish' in the car with my brother or mother or even, please jesus oh no not my dad!!!! but i guess im just trying my hardest not to barf like some other poor guy (proof is on the back seat, yuch!) in this rental van that is too small for me to spread out all the way. its too cramped, and i hate it but i havent complained, except for once when father was scolding me for rocking back & forth trying NOT TO PUKE!!!

but heck ive decided to adopt a fetus instead of mourn my loss of maryland...




I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

i can believe this is happening!

Florida is like jail. the dirty streets, the gaudy kids, and the decrepit old people. it smells like hormones and death. i h8 it. H8!

no i detest it. i enjoy clear blue waters. the water is murky brown and lukewarm, like vomit from a baby or a drunkard.
i think i will bring some weed and get high there, just so i can bear it. ill be high every day.
it will be less than okay. i hate it. but my dad said i can call you and taylor, and im going to try and call you damon but i have to find ur number. im going to miss rockville so much.

i shouldn't have said anything at all....

When I was at Jenny Craig with my mother, I was waiting for her to finish up and this lady, with her son, walks into the waiting room. This kid had glasses that were at least a quarter inch thick, I mean thick like cos they were on this tiny kid! and he walks right up to the tv, like less than an inch from the screen, and I'm sitting there like omg his eyeballs are gonna fry! so I'm all like 'cutie, can u move from the tv?' and shes all like 'how is he being a problem?' and i said kinda abashed now, 'hes wearing glasses is all' cos i didnt know how to explain it to her. then the kid walks over to my chair instead and starts picking up my book, so i say 'can you please not bother that?' and she says to him 'get away from her, she might do something' like i was crazy and shit. So I of course said 'excuse me?!' and then i dont rmember what happened but the next thing i knew, im sitting in my chair ignoring this woman as she bitches me out about respecting my elders?!?!?!? so i said 'you dont deserve any respect, chick. you cant even take care of your son enough to know that standing in front of a tv can ruin his eyes!' and then she gets even closer to me, but then my mom rushes ibn and pushes that bitch aside and sounding just like white trash she says (i swear to god!) 'you ain't gon touch my daughta unless i say you can, bitch!'. and then the people had to like hold her back as i was 'escorted' to the back. and then she left, and we could go back to the front.

Holy Fuckin' Fuck!

Okay so this really fucking weird thing happened at my fucking school at lunch today.

The ceiling tiles magically fucking went in to the

fucking ceiling and then they fucking went back down.

It was creepy.

stupid mp3 files.

i need a converter to conver my real player files to mp3 cos the bit rate is too slow for the mp3 option and wma dont play on my cdplayer so windows media player is out i dont know what to do i think i need to start using itunes to rip music. thx for the cd adrien.

"Back To Bedlam " James Blunt gets five stars

Music Charts

Albums

World

"Back To Bedlam " James Blunt [more]

USA

"High School Musical" Soundtrack [more]

Canada

"Curious George:singalongs/lul" Jack & Friends Johnson [more]

Europe

"Back To Bedlam" James Blunt [more]

UK

"Corinne Bailey Rae" Corinne Bailey Rae [more]

Ireland

"Ring Of Fire The Legend Of" Johnny Cash [more]

Germany

"Love Songs" Deutschland sucht den Superstar [more]

Austria

"Back To Bedlam" James Blunt [more]

Spain

"Se ciega x amor" Camela [more]

France

"Un, Dos, Tres (le Groupe De La Serie Culte)" Un Dos Tres [more]

Italy

"Calypsos" De Gregori Francesco [more]

Switzerland

"Back To Bedlam" James Blunt [more]

Sweden

"Ett BedÅrande Barn Av Sin Tid" Magnus Uggla [more]

Finland

"Vielä Koittaa Uusi Aika" Egotrippi [more]

Norway

"Olsenbanden Jr. på cirkus" Olsenbandet Jr. [more]

Belgium

"Back To Bedlam" James Blunt [more]

Netherlands

"Amore" Andrea Bocelli [more]

Denmark

"Between The Devil An" Big Fat Snake [more]

Czechia

"Album " Petr KolÁØ [more]

Japan

"The Love Rocks" Dreams Come True [more]

Australia

"Face To Face" Westlife [more]

New Zealand

"Back To Bedlam" James Blunt [more]

Brazil

"Roberto Carlos 2005" Roberto Carlos [more]

Argentina

"Andrés Calamaro" El Regreso [more]

Now my ? is why is he so popular? he has a girly voice and a funny accent, the words and songs dont have anything special to them, and he looks like a bum. its all bcos of the aliens.

what the fuck?

j'ai mis vous crois, le menteur. Ces gens mis existent. Ils sont des histoires. Tu es insensé.



La magie est un mythe dit aux petits enfants, qui imaginent des histoires ils sont des esprits.

my back doesnt hurt but my feelings do. i cant believe u dont want to write any comments on my blog anymore....
three days straight youve said your tired but everyday we did that ---->

and yesterday, i did smoke pot. i admit it. theres just no reason to stay sober anyways. my life is shit regardless if i smoke or not. i just notice it more when im high. i dont fucking care anymore. ill never kill myself and ill never enjoy life, so im fucking stuck unless im killed by someone else.
life fucking blows. i really do enjoy being with you adrien but sometimes i just dont fucking know. i feel like all we really want from each other is sex. thats not what i really want; i want you to love me, i want to love you.

can we please not fight anymore than we have to?

I am quite intimidated by H-D's mother. She seems to rule with a titanium fist.
and the fact that im sleeping over at her house and my father has yet to meet this lovely gracious woman is just plain lucky on my part.

I'm so hyper today,
but my back hurts now from the testing done by that allergist.

pain= me not happy

so ill just have to deal with it this weekend but at tara's party, I don't think ill get high. I've decided this on 4 reasons
1. I'll do anything people want when I'm high
2. I'll fall asleep, and then people will pull pranks on me
3. I'll get the munchies and gain like 13 pounds
4. I'll act high, and incriminate myself and never be allowed to hang with her again and I might be punished by my parents.

so yea.
ill just act like a and every thing will go by fine.

that's all.......

and now far entertainment from chubbs the hamster------

Why does everyone write in Chinese, French, or Spanish?

I'm jealous cos I can't speak a different language now.

I Want To Learn But I'm Too Slow!

And I'm too stupid to remember stuff; no wait I'm not stupid I just don't want to put forth the effort to learn it cos then it'll be like, hours of my life spent on learning something I might not use after all. But then I guess I shouldnt want to learn. I'm just too competitive.

After I got in bed yesterday, I tried really hard to remember what happened, and I did eventually. I guess I was really out of it, but I definitely remember you in my mouth; and can uyou just suck me instead of using the tip of your tongue all the time, its real intense and almost painful. I don't think I hurt you, did I? I remember most of it I think, and I enjoyed it, but you wanted to use my dildo? Wtf? I don't even use it. It doesn't even vibrate anymore, after taylor used it. (I know, 'what? I can't believe taylor used it' lolz) She must have run it under some water, and short circuited it; ::giggle:: maybe she still has it at her house.

luv ya's babe

I couldnt come up with a title, so there! i hope ur happy! ::cries in a corner::

im once again so bored again today that im writing on this blog.

i dont really know why i stopped writing poems, so

lets see if I can write some poetry:

time flys by when ur having fun
but to me it seems like an inching run
i want to sleep but i want to play
i cant even make up my mind today
im so bored that even cartoons amuse me
at this point it pointless to point out, maybe
writing these dumb reasons is why
time just doesnt seem to fly.....

and i wish i was high? yay rhyming rocks!

Yargh, captain, I lost me leg; argh......, bloodly 'ell....

Okay so who wants to see a pic of some guy without a leg, right?


And my daddy told me 'dont tease Tom bcos he lost a leg' and I only said 'sure there matey' and he got all pissy. Can't he take a joke? Tom wasnt even there!


I dont think Thomas would mind really, we both seem to be the only level headed people when it comes to inappropriate jokes. We'll both laugh anyway, so it wont matter to him. I think.

And I've been thinking about it Adrien and, while I can understand ur feelings of love for me, dont think I dont feel the same way, I just project my feelings of lovew sexually and intimatly instead of regular small acts of affection, I do things intensely,. and therefor my actions rewflect as similarly as I feel for you, but I'm sorry if I bug u for sex too often. And besides ur the one who is always making me horny, so in a manner it is ur fault.

XxUhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss babyxX

Dog will hunt i'm the front end loader travoltin' over so try my slam on for size
Drive stick with that kung-fu grip let the banana split and watch it go right to your thighs
Cop a feel copperfield style abracadabra that bra do you think i can pull it off?
Wanna bang around? just jot me down on your to-do list under "put out like a fire" 'cause

I got somethin' and it goes thumpin' like this
All you need is my uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss
I got somethin' and it goes thumpin' like this
All you need is my uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss

Uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss baby

Edible strange how do i get in your pants when you're tick tockin' them
Serious levis? so tight you'd be classified that's why i'm here to fill that opening
Make a seasoned pass to mount that ass and bob hope that i might one night stand a chance
Let's go feng shui the fuck around my digs like a superball bring that sunny side up and

I got somethin' and it goes thumpin' like this
All you need is my uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss
I got somethin' and it goes thumpin' like this
All you need is my uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss

Uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss baby
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I got somethin' and it goes thumpin' like this
All you need is my uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss
I got somethin' and it goes thumpin' like this
All you need is my uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss

Uhn tiss uhn tiss uhn tiss baby
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Bloodhound gang video's

The Bloodhound Gang No Hard Feelings ; Bad Touch ; Uhn Tiss Uhn Tiss Uhn Tiss.

I know i shouldnt be pissed at you,but it is kinda harsh

'well i'm going to bed in a couple minutes, my mom hasn't said anything about the mp3 wouhou, for tonight i guess, we'll see tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and on and on, i don't know what to do to get it back, i think the only thing i can do is wait till she asks for it and get in trouble or grounded or something like that, or yelled that, isn't it great lol wait till you get in trouble lol, I'm not going to finger you all fucking hour sorry, it gets boring i mean its not but its no fun, well it is but we'll just play well me, i'll play with you, then when i think its boring i'll stop and we'll relax, get on the computer or something before i go, i'm not doing it all fucking hour, its no fun all hour, we'll figure it out tomorrow.'



Now im depressed. What would you have me do, lovey? ive asked you many times 'what you want me to do'? You never answer. So in my place I simply assume you want nothing from me. if you want to fuck, buy condoms.

If you love me.....

Then why do I feel like all you wanted today was to try and make me scream?


I was on the phone with my dad and u were playing with my nipples and my clit. and while I was talking to him, actually speaking to him, you pulled harder on my nipples and moved your hand faster in my pants...... Why was that?

But you know I love it. and thats why I want you to do it again tomorrow afternoon.
I know, babe,
I'm so dirty, aren't I?
Don't you ever get tired of you doing all the work? I could tie you down and give you just as much pleasure as you give me. And speaking of tying down people, what would you use to tie me down in your room, and in what position would I be in so you could stay in me all night? And What would you really do to me all night long?

Why the fuck?!?!? ... I'll Kill You All, eventually

Does everyone ignore me when I say 'what’s up?'?

Is it some sort of conspiracy? > Group of people< "hey, lets ignore Rachael today", "okay, works for us!!"> Me < "hey guy's, what’s up?"> Group of people< *continues conversation between themselves* > me <"I said 'hey guys what’s up!?!?!"> Group of people <*cont to ignore me*> me< "what the fuck is w/u guy's????">

And that’s why I hate everyone but me

And my bed

And food

Food never ignores me

I love you, Adrien. When r u going to give me that punishment, eh? I miss having you with me so much. I don’t even see u most of the day any more. We are so hanging out this weekend.

i think taylors new boytoy is hot!!!

uh, please refer to top line

okay so he is going to come over tomorrow. and he is going to be so bored and so will i.



i want ass!!!

Fuck Me, God Damn It! I Want Ass!!

im sorry i got bipolar yesterday and today. i cant help but feel so helpless and lost when i think about how different we are. i dont understand why i love you, but i fucking dont care anymore.

you're always talking about you'll never leave me or break up with me but how can i be totally comforted when you always say we have to work out our problems? if we keep having problems babe, wont you just give up one day???

Im afraid, Adrien. But you should know that, bcos we talked about it last nite.
I hate fear. I hate life. I hate your fucking mom.


I Hate You For Making Me Feel So Confused, Why?


I love you. Please dont leave me. Ive got too used to having someone who doesnt want to just be my friend. Its not just the mind blowing sex....... I like you, because you're wonderful, and caring, and controlling, even though i beat you up when i get pissed off. And because you like me, and dont try to change everything about me. i like being hyper. i like being depressed. i like being with you. even when im mad. im glad that u dont just walk away when i yell at you. im sorry.

My dad is continually pushing me to research stuff for college. I still have not recieved an acceptance letter. I'm a failure. And I'm going insane from him pestering me about it.
I just dont want to go to anyother college yet, I'm not ready!!!



I think I'm slipping, Adrien. I really want you but, I think I'm slipping. I'm going to do something wrong and you'll leave me. Why can't you just be more excitable in public??

All I was doing was having some fun and you were only in motion to ruin me from the time I started. I like you better when you're naked, you are much more relaxed; is it because were not in public when you're naked?

I've just recently decided to start using smilies cos im bored.

adrien i really enjoy being with (or belonging to) you and i hope that even tho i lust after you more than 'love' you (or thats how i feel) you are my first and i'm reluctant to give you up for more than one reason, bcos you treat me the way I like to be treated, you are fun to fuck around with, you are challenging, and you try your hardest to make me happy, emotionally and sexually, and besides i cant seem to find anyone who satisfys me in ways I need, I hope that i will always have your love, for even tho i cant wholly return the feeling i can sure as hell return the affection and care for you and help you, or w/e u need from me

I can't believe that my mom didn't chew me out yesterday night. You were incredulous that she came on the phone, but I was too tired to laugh at your reaction. Yea, you were definitely surprised........ I put your lock back on your locker, but it was still pretty funny for me cos, this is the second time I've done it and you still dont go to check your locker after school. You should check every day. Maybe you could install a camera to watch over your locker............
or not. My arm is sore and its kinda starting to get to me. This pain thing in my arm sucks. I love you Adrien. Im so glad I found you. I would kill myself with out you. I might not have before I met you, but now that I've had you I cant live without you.

I imagine things I want you to do to me when I'm without you. I guess its like my own special porn fantasies. Sometimes I imagine you and Taylor both torturing me. But I know Taylor isn't really as dominant as I would like her to be.


This is a typical fantasy;

First of all, I'm all the way naked, and you aren't wearing a shirt. We're kissing each other, I'm leaning over you and I'm teasing you, pulling away and sucking on your tongue. You suck on my lower lip, and I pull away. You grab me by the back of my head and pull me towards you, with your other hand on my waist. You have two pairs of handcuffs in the hand around my waist, and when I'm finally cooperating with your kisses, you bite my lip and pull one of my hands from off of your neck and handcuff it. I grab your hands to pull them off but you twist my hand back and close them fast. I glare at you as I let you walk me to the bed and I fight you as you try to get me on the bed. I try to knock you on your back, but you handcuff my hand to the corresponding post of your bed. "What about my other hand?" I say teasingly, as I wiggle the fingers of the hand in question. You lean in to kiss me, just about to graze your tongue over my lower lip, but instead, you grab my slightly lowered and motionless hand. You tell me with a smile on your face "I'm going to tie both of them separately, so you can't even touch them together" while you are fighting to close the handcuffs around my hand and the post. I arch up and try to bite you, and you laugh that maniacal chuckle and reply,
"Oooo....Vicious aren't we? Trying to bite me, huh?"
I slowly lick my upper lip suggestively, enticing you to bend lower and kiss me.
"I wasn't really going to bite you," I try to convince you, "I was only going to give you a little nip." You are closer to me but still to far away for our lips to touch, and I try to move closer too, but you pull away and to distract me you move your hand over my left breast, looking me in the eyes and smiling slightly. When I don't react and continue to struggle, you pull you hand up over my breast again and pull my nipple, twisting it in your fingers. "Aahhhh!.....Oooohhhh!" I moan as the sharp bite of pleasure runs through my body, and lift my chest into your hands for more. You caress my breast softly for a moment brushing your fingers across my nipple and cupping my tit, leaning over until you run your tongue in circles over it. I breath heavily, moving my body restlessly. I moan softly, but moan louder when you bite me, and pull my nipple with your teeth, making me loudly say "Oooohhhhh!"
You continue to torment me, softly licking my nipple and tracing circles, giving a small amount of pleasure while I lay there begging you with my eyes for you to play harder. All you do is smile a little smile at me, and keep taunting me, licking my nipple with the flat of your tongue. Slowly, you stop and lean over me until your cover my body, your arms caging me, each in the corner of my shoulder. I say "Please, just make me scream...., I can't stand it! I want more."
You, look at me all sexy like, your eyes half closed flickering from my eyes to my mouth and back again, and I move my leg up in between your legs. I try to move my knee up to your balls, but you move your thumbs in to my armpits and tickle me, until I start squirming and giggling. You stop really quickly and lean over and kiss me hard. You push in between my legs with your hand and begin rubbing my clit while you tug on my lower lip. I move my hips up saying"Oooooohhhh! Ooooooooo!" By the time you move your head lower to suck on my nipple, I'm breathing heavy again, and you move your hand lower and stick two fingers in me fast, wiggling them inside me and biting on my tit, making me scream. At this time all I can do is moan, because you're holding my body down. You stop sucking on my tit and move to the other, slowing down the movement of your fingers and pulling them out while at the same time rubbing your hand over my clit. I lay slack on the bed and you step off to take off your shoes. I say "Thank God!" and you chuckle and say "You're going to get punished for that."
"Oh, really? What are you going to do to punish me?" You reply that I'm lucky my mouth isn't gagged, and that nobody knows what you'll do to me. You get back on the bed and I say "Fuck me, hard."
"Not yet." you say, "Its not time for that," and you kiss me again. I don't open my mouth and you tug on my lip until I moan and finally let you in my mouth. I kiss you viscously, biting your lips and tongue, and you exclaim softly "Ah! Ungh!" But you don't give up. You never give up, do you?
I move my hips upwards and you stick your fingers in between my legs again, but this time you flick my clit really fast, and I start twitching underneath you. I'm clawing at the bed posts and trying to move away. I move my hips up and down and side to side, but your touch is relentless. I am tied up, and cannot move. You stop kissing me, but you continue to watch me squirm as you continue to flick my clit. I try to lift my head up to bite you but you move away. I keep moaning, the feeling of your body on top of mine, my hands tied up, and your torture on my clit pure heaven. You move down in between my legs and run your tongue on the inside of my thigh, and up to my clit. You lick my clit as you continue to flick my clit, making me moan even louder. You pull my skin away and begin licking my clit full on, I tell you to suck me softly and you suck me hard instead, just to hear my reaction, which is loud, long and very sexy sounding (trust me) "Aaaaaaaaaah!!," I scream.
You keep sucking me, while flicking my clit and eventually moving your hand down to finger my ass, eliciting cries of pleasure from me. You start licking me again and remove your finger from me, and I cry out "More, please, more! Don't stop!" You bend over and latch onto my clit, sucking me and rubbing my clit with your tongue at the same time, and shoving two fingers in me and wriggling fast inside me. I begin to scream very loudly, and you suck harder, and finger me faster. I'm pushing my hips up into your fingers for more and you still manage to suck and rub my clit with your tongue. With your other hand you reach up and twist my nipple hard, and unbelievably, I scream even louder for a moment. You stop suddenly and get up to take off your pants, while I lie on the bed, my clit still sending tingles of pleasure through my body and my cunt aching to be filled again. Still moaning softly and breathing heavily, you position yourself between my legs and lifting up my right leg insert your cock inside me slowly. I stop breathing when you begin moving in and out, but moan when you go faster. Almost immediately after you start pumping in me, I lift up my legs so you can go deeper.
"Oooooooohhh!" I moan again and again. I keep tugging my arms to rub my clit, but I'm still handcuffed to the bed. I moan "Harder! Please, fuck me harder!"

I Need Love

I don't think I like my mom anymore. She's pissing me off.

Oh My God, you have no idea how much I want to have sex right now, I am so horny.
I want you to run your tongue all over me until I moan and pant for you to suck me off.
I need you to run your hands over my body and pinch me, and bite me, and squeeze me.
I love it when you kiss me. You play with me. You are so sexy the way you look at me and i live for the moments when you'll finger me. When I'm being played with by you, you lean over and take my mouth with yours and suck me. Its so overwhelming when I know you're gonna do something totally different than what I want. I want you to bite me gently on my breasts, lick me with your wet tongue on my lower back and suck my neck right on the side. I want to feel you in me, feel you on top of me, feel you around me, or just holding me. I like when you hold me. I like how you pull at my nipples to distract me. The only real reason why I enjoy messing with you so much is cos I know you'll try to distract me. :( Its the only way I can get you to do anything with me in public. You kiss me with the tip of your tongue, as though you are deciding whether or not its safe to go all the way......... Its gentle though. I like it when I'm so caught up all I can do is feel, but I do know that I get intense when you get me to a certain point. I bite, and suck hard. I breath heavy. I moan loudly and with definite pleasure. I want you so badly right now, and a hamburger wouldn't be bad either, lol. I love to feel you inside me, sometimes i love it when you finger me, sometimes you'll play with my clit, some times you play with my insides. it feels like everything is being pulled downwards when you get my spot, when you actually rub the top of my spot I want to scream. Touch me!

Woah, I'm Horny!

Your sin has been measured. You have committed many sins, but Lust is the mortal sin that has done you in. Just below, discover your full sinful breakdown and learn what it is about you that codemns you to hell.

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Low
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	Low
Envy:	Low
Lust:	Very High
Pride:	Medium

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

Am I a people person? (silent_graves)

Idk. What does everyone else think......

Hannah says 'yes'

Mr. Wright says 'yes, to me. But you are with everyone you like.'

I guess he's 'wright' (tehehe), but sometimes I don't even like my friends or acquaintances. I only use most of them for stuff, i.e. money, food, CD's. There's only like 3 people max that I like truly, that's you, me and Taylor. I means there's other people I'm tight with, but I don't hang out with them as much. I also like Xandra, Brittany, Katie, Kate, Corey, Canaan, Kairi, Hannah and Ursula, but I'm talking about like a bunch of others too (a bunch is more than ten, so its a lot).

I guess I don't really understand how I can flux from hating someone and being totally okay w/them the next minute. Its motherfucking confusing. I can be with anyone and someone will pass by and immediately ill pass judgment before them. Sometimes I just wont give a fuck. Other times I want them to fix themselves so I wont have to ponder "What were they thinking?" there's times when I really do wish I was apathetic(without emotion, I wouldn't feel a thing). But then where would my love for you go......

I also wish I was god, so what else is there for one to do when one has all the power of a world? I could kill people or help them. I could know everything that was going on in the would within a heart beat. I'd be able to see inside of other peoples heads. But what good would it do me if I knew everything there was to know? Life would hold no meaning with me if I could do everything I wanted. I'd wind up going back to limiting myself or giving those around me powers equal to mine.

I understand how you tell me to use my good grades to get ahead in life but I don't like to think about the future it makes me think ahead and I know what ever I think of usually comes true. I really appriciate how nice you were to me wednesday afternoon. I liked how you didnt push me to tell you what was wrong, even though you could have just totally ignored me.