im sorry i got bipolar yesterday and today. i cant help but feel so helpless and lost when i think about how different we are. i dont understand why i love you, but i fucking dont care anymore.

you're always talking about you'll never leave me or break up with me but how can i be totally comforted when you always say we have to work out our problems? if we keep having problems babe, wont you just give up one day???

Im afraid, Adrien. But you should know that, bcos we talked about it last nite.
I hate fear. I hate life. I hate your fucking mom.


I Hate You For Making Me Feel So Confused, Why?


I love you. Please dont leave me. Ive got too used to having someone who doesnt want to just be my friend. Its not just the mind blowing sex....... I like you, because you're wonderful, and caring, and controlling, even though i beat you up when i get pissed off. And because you like me, and dont try to change everything about me. i like being hyper. i like being depressed. i like being with you. even when im mad. im glad that u dont just walk away when i yell at you. im sorry.