adrien i really enjoy being with (or belonging to) you and i hope that even tho i lust after you more than 'love' you (or thats how i feel) you are my first and i'm reluctant to give you up for more than one reason, bcos you treat me the way I like to be treated, you are fun to fuck around with, you are challenging, and you try your hardest to make me happy, emotionally and sexually, and besides i cant seem to find anyone who satisfys me in ways I need, I hope that i will always have your love, for even tho i cant wholly return the feeling i can sure as hell return the affection and care for you and help you, or w/e u need from me