Friday, September 23, 2005
My boyfriend is strange, 'nuf said.
He tells me that I have bad things about myself. Okay so I know I may have a language problem and my thoughts aren't generally PG_13 but I cant help that I have friends, especially guy friends and I've tried to be more focused on him while they're around, and I send them away sometimes, what more does he want? I love the kid, and honestly, I have problems coping with that fact sometimes because for some reason my feelings for him are overwhelming. But when I confront him about how I can change myself to make him happier, he says 'I never want you to change'. To me that means he likes complaining about me. If he doesn't want me to touch him, then who else am I supposed to touch if when I touch someone else he gets jealous. I don't get jealous because I'm a laid back person, and I know he would never leave me anyways. I'm just a confident person and besides, I'm fun what else do guys want? I'm nice looking, I have a great body, I'm entertaining, enigmatic and comfortable to be around. I never dated any other guys before him, because I'm a perfectionist and I like doing things right the first time. You people have to realize that my life isn't the easiest. That's why I call this site 'moreteenageangst' because my life is filled with angst. Mostly because I like to get in trouble.
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